It's been a few days since I have wrote down how I am feeling. I am getting a little worried about my health more so than ever. Two days ago, I tried opening up a large jar and got so dizzy that I thought I was going to pass out.
My specialist thinks that I may have a thyroid issue also, so she has ordered blood work. I will find out the lab results Monday.
I can't explain what I am going through, I am just trying to stay positive. I also have been very emotional because I am worried about paying my bills and covering medical expenses. Lately, I have not really felt like a woman. Sex with my husband is excruciating and is basically non-existent at the moment. I know that this is taking a toll on him also. I just feel like I am not able to offer what other women can. I won't even begin to touch on the pregnancy subject because I cannot put into words how much I long to conceive.
On Tuesday, I am going in for a bladder installation treatment for IC. I am a little nervous about the treatment, but I hope that I can get some relief from my IC condition. I also have a cystoscopy with hydro scheduled on January 31st. I am extremely nervous about this procedure because I have not gotten positive feedback from my Twitter friends.
Anyway, enough about me. How are you holding up?
xo Heather
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