Physically, endometriosis has really taken a toll on me. As
a progressive disease, I have really felt what it has done to my body over the
past few months. In August 2012 my symptoms hit an all-time peak. I was
nauseous and bloated. I began to experience constant back, pelvic and leg pain.
I would even vomit from the pain. I have to admit that some days I feel like I
am going crazy, my pain level is that significant.
Since November 2012, I have not been able to work. I work at
a desk, and struggled to do that. I should also say that I was working 12 hour
shifts, at night. I was in constant pain and was unable to sleep during the day
due to the extreme level of pain. I have had two surgeries since November (a
laparoscopy and a cystoscopy with hydro-distension).
I am unable to do “normal” things that a 26 year old woman
does. I cannot even clean my house without needing a nap. I lay in bed or on my
couch most of the day. I should also say that I am by no means lazy. Before my
pain hit a peak, I was working out 5-7 days per week. In junior high and high
school, I played softball, tennis, and was a cheerleader. I also used to ride
horses. My pain level has stopped me from being active like I once was. Now, I
am only able to do simple stretch exercises at home.
I went to Las Vegas last weekend, and really pushed myself
past my limit. I wanted to have fun, because I hardly get to do things like
that anymore. If you have been to Vegas, you know that a lot of walking must be
done in order to shop and site-see. Eventually, it just became too much.
Endometriosis affects many women’s quality of life. It also
leads to other health issues. For example, I have two other health conditions,
interstitial cystitis and pelvic floor dysfunction. I will have another
laparoscopy in 2013 to remove endometriosis lesions that were missed during my
initial laparoscopy along with that has returned. Even though I had a surgery
in November, I still have not been relieved of the pain. Almost daily, I
experience pain in my legs, back and pelvic area. I also have extremely
horrible nerve pain. Endometriosis is still in my body, and when I think of
what is going on inside my body, it sickens me. Endometriosis is real, women who
live with endometriosis are not crazy or hypochondriacs.
Every day is a
struggle.